Tagalog Quotes - "Its been 3 days"

It’s been 3 days and I’m still thinking of him. Im very busy finishing my school requirements. No matter how busy Iam of doing something when I stop … sadness comes in.
When I was sitting , i keep on thinking. These people passing by , are they hurt? Do they feel the same way? Do they cry every morning? Are they still inlove with the past? Are they still hoping? Did they asked for a second chance? Are they waiting for him/her to come back?Did they made the same mistake? Are they forgiven? Or they are still accepted? Then if they are , life is not unfair.
But when I’m looking at them laughing ,smiling and confident I was jealous.I wonder how they accepted everything. I wonder how they moved on.If they committed a very unforgivable mistake, I wonder why they are forgiven.There’s too much question in my head that I wanted to be answered.
I wanted to help myself to stand up. My heart just won’t let me move on. I can’t just throw it all away. The relationship that we value , is gone in the blink of an eye. It’s never gonna be that easy to forget and move on. I can’t just let it go .
Today, I went to the hospital to come and take a visit of my baby sister. I was surprise when her name started at letter J. She reminds me of Him. J is the first letter of his name. When I look at her, all the dreams that we built together came back. We always visualize our future family. I wanted to have a baby boy and a baby girl. He really want to have a daughter with me. We want to have our own family. He gave his word FOREVER but with one mistake he forgotten his promise and without doubts he crashed the word and let me go. He let me go.